Defeat.

Salam. Okay, I admit my defeat. I can't hold it back anymore. I really miss you. I really do, since you were gone. I tried to pretend, acting all tough, but eventually I just can't do this.

NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE, I MISS YOU BLACK, SO MUCH. YES I DO MISS YOU!
YOU MAY NOT COME BACK HOME ANYMORE DESPITE ALL THESE MONTHS,  BUT PLEASE REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE IRREPLACEABLE.

and i miss you too dara.